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| Saturday, January 27th, 2007 | | 6:52 pm |
Adeus, Farewell...
Tudo e todos aqui, everything and everybody here. Current Mood:  disappointed | | Tuesday, November 21st, 2006 | | 9:18 pm |
interessante
after 6 long years i have again the oportunity to hear one wonderful cd of Hall of Souls..6 or 7 years ago is so quite that my poor and without wish to know and kearn english, but now.i can see one wonderful magic of the music.all images and feeling that the music gave to me i can read and understand on the lirycs...the same thing and i make the translation to Portugues that is the same and deep feeling about the sad of love falls apart :^( THE HALL OF SOULS" "Ascensão e Queda" Hoje Estou caindo de volta para a realidade Vejo as coisas como jamais serão e Olho para trás nos últimos anos Estou afogando em um mar de lágrimas Então esse deve ser o fim da história agora Eu escuto a chuva delicada a cair E não existe um Sol brilhando no Céu como nosso amor cai aos pedaços você deixa a sala de noite mais escura como nosso amor partido de um lado a outro você caminhou para fora na torrente e interminável chuva seu coração era vazio como uma chama apagada E agora estou erguendo meu pesado coração assim como estou perdendo você hoje meu amor se foi e está frio novamente E olho para as as luzes se apagando atrás estou vivendo na realidade vivo dentro minhas lágrimas Ecorrendo vazio a dentro e dançando com meus medos mas meu amor continua inpronunciável e a chuva ira cair tão leve e limpa como a água para o mar i want (if possible one day) make one portuguese version , but with the similar quality sound. but never more , to feel one curse like that......and use the evil mask that call my name all night. Current Mood: melancholy | | 9:16 pm |
Nightmare i know this signal
I hope that the blue eye into my darkside, protect and help me again on the next nightmare:( Current Mood: melancholy | | Sunday, September 3rd, 2006 | | 9:45 pm |
desert without end
how long the days will are to me without you? how short time i can wait? i can see one desert without end..........nothing is new.nothing is happy here.to change one thing.i changed the thing's place of room.....:( Current Mood: worried | | Tuesday, August 8th, 2006 | | 11:41 pm |
one copy only
i care, but what i can do? i can't make a call...my telephone only receive..all day walking like the smiths song"miserable now"....headache because the noise of street and sun, sad because if the telephone call, not your voice on the other side, knock knock on the door and when i do open , i don't see you......letter? no only things to pay, between me wnd window i can see only the invisible glass........and not you to say...Gel(sweet word to my ears), i want only sleep to wake on your side, if not this one, maybe to never more wakeup. Tian.....the name of my tear's taste Tian.....the feeling of the wind on my face Tian.....the smile of grace. i don't know if you received my words Current Mood: worried | | Sunday, August 6th, 2006 | | 10:04 pm |
fast like a dream
yes, i can see the first seconds with you and the last seconds with you in the same time, crazy is the time, fast is the happy and slow the sad ......miss and miss, wishes and desires.....wonderful has been all . i love you | | Wednesday, June 21st, 2006 | | 8:53 pm |
only one poem
today i want write in portuguese, but i prefer to write one poem,poem about the life of whales and y life. " Can You See The Tears of Whale?" Piano into the Sea The mother Whale Having One Baby My ears can Listen one sad sing But, How can be a sad sing? If all are or with baby NO, is a not sad song So, whats happened? The sound is like a image on the mirror, reflected The happy song are so sad song The whale swimming on the sand and iam walk upon the sea the whales have in the sand tears like sea and i have upon the sea tears of sand the tears refresh the eyes of whales The tears of sand hurt only my eyes sand and blood fall of my eyes my cry of pain and sad is a haapy music to the whale Bad men need make the whales smile need sing happy music to whales end? can be when all the men cry or when all whales cry | | Saturday, June 10th, 2006 | | 9:14 pm |
life after the death
"if you cant pay in the life, is correct pay in the death" * * spirit in the umbral talking with Dante (divine Comedy) well, today in the shopping i meet (strange) old students of my school of misterys, well...my friend said to me, "the white shop make many calls, one day the dorr will close" this words shake me, i need return like i can see and feel in my dreams, (mistyc things) and talking about real and lovely things, today, with my freind felipe i talked about my love (he want kill me) :P but i dont care i need confess......i want so mutch that the love Tian want me, gree me accept me, kove me, to want one day live with me here or another country, now its only place to write that i feel in this moment......i don't know if indeed tian will marry with me, or have child with me........or if the men will stop me in the air por.......i dont care about it, but, i can hear and feel just only one thing in my heart, i love, ............iam crying................or i need my old pschology :S emergency now:S so strange all this.and so beauty.......beautiful strangei want only my little anymore.god dont kill me without touch the skin of my beautiful one Current Mood:  hopeful | | Thursday, June 8th, 2006 | | 7:48 pm |
headache
easy for a side, difficult another........frustration is a bad feeling...feeling? or think? well, don't have problem.....because all knowledge is good for more acid than be this.. and the acid is know more my family...or know myself. my head and mind are so confused now...finding one to blame...me for be stupid or very good with my family.....i have the travel on my hand..long travel...across the damned africa , wait in the damned africa.ok..africa have not guilty, my head are full, i want have one solitude moment.without one live around me, but iam want not go to cemetery. only to stay with me..indeed i am a good one to me in this moment in my house.God need punish me, but he don't make it, my family are making this for him:( iam live in the home, but i am live alone( not so alone)i have One light ,sweet and good light on my heart.but now.iam feeling boring....i need the silence here and now....will be good to my head:S Current Mood: disappointed | | Wednesday, May 3rd, 2006 | | 8:56 pm |
favority songs
like wine, or secret, i have my favority songs to listen alone....i have my music that i don't want give the pleasure of share with my bests friends....To me, To me like a prayer or sexy.... alone or with special person...only...but, now, i never feel before like in this days, i wish, wish so big to share my love and secrets and pleasures about my favority songs...like...what i can see,feel ,where i can go ...smeels and taste about the songs.....and i want give it for one...oh GOd...drinking a good wine...and listen and arounded of the good dead poets:) i want make this simple (for the eyes of another) but special for my soul and heart, with you my love:) Current Mood: happy | | Friday, April 14th, 2006 | | 5:47 pm |
hahaha
NEW WORK NEW LIFE, yes the good news is I have a new work what i want more and now? MEET TIAN IN CHINA....and my life will be perfect like never can to imagine Current Mood: thankful | | Friday, March 31st, 2006 | | 6:42 pm |
day of headache
hunm.....i great enemy is myself, fighting, shouting, hurting myself in my mind...i need be my best friend with urgency, today i made a little and fast test to work in agenncy...so easy.....but mi thought of unpatient hurtme all day.....the mind created many thinks in my mind...abusurd , voices, images.and the final ...i saw I need stop my thoughts....stupids and useless thoughts...i hope...i will get it new work....without noise...OH GOD one Paradise to work...silence..magazines....colors...dr aws.HAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA( scream of terros) i need , i want this work. ANd i Received another W-O-N-D-E-R-F-U-L letter of Beloved Tian...with more Chinese lesson...thank you Tian with you care i don't feel tired to repeat...Love you and Love you...HUNMMMM>............i think now with myself......"MAybe, Tian is waiting portuguese lessons too" :^0 ok:D Current Mood: determined | | Sunday, March 12th, 2006 | | 12:38 pm |
hunm......so many days
Here.i need write more here.....well, News? if my godmother was death is a new:S so day by day i feel me more close with Tian......i need to study more and more ...exercise more my english and corret the mistakes:) is this | | Sunday, February 12th, 2006 | | 4:38 pm |
wound't i want give for remember the update :)
well.........here i go, this last week in my live has been confused...and cool.......cool because my friends...because i will be the singer of the band without name :)....because i received my Sopor BoX (WONDERFUL) i used the shirt...so good.....and the videos AHHHHHH..... always Talking with beloved Tian in msn.....but my confusion is....Russia or China ...oh God......But i know i will answer this. Current Mood: optimistic | | Saturday, January 28th, 2006 | | 8:53 pm |
Here i am
AIAI....... :( i don't know what hell is happened with me...maybe alergy...or maybe the hotdays ....maked grow many acne in my Back?Coast?back shoulder? but this is only hurt and pain me...this make me feel ugly....My day today are very funny and lovely with Tian...again funny again happy aganin lovely.......hunmmmmmmmmmm Current Mood:  sick | | Thursday, January 19th, 2006 | | 8:07 pm |
Always forget The up date
Oh god....i need to remember at make this....two or three weeks goes by...many things happened and dreams and i don't wrothe :^( SO...i received a new letter from beloved Tian...ahhhh.the draws and the kiss.....the kiss......the lips of Tian on the paper.....8^0 i kissed and i will kisse many times today and tomorrow and and......Ah Linda Linda !!!!my last weeks.. has been very hot and boring in the my work, the art escape from my mind.....but now it come in my brain again...now in Brazil hours 20:14 , i waiting Tian in msn. i want say many many good things to her.because i want:) so thats all in the moment. Current Mood: good | | Saturday, January 7th, 2006 | | 6:03 pm |
YEEEEEEEEEEEEEES!!!
Finally.after ones days with nightmares....yes...i will have my first passport........so easy....and i need go to consulate take the Visa...yuhhuuuuuu!!!! God Exist and he don't like of burocracy!!!! and.......what more?? only happy only happy......China here we go!!! | | Monday, January 2nd, 2006 | | 6:20 pm |
OH!!!!!!!!! 2006 i can to say.....
The year of my New life......and the magic of all, in 00:00 of my country....Tian was talking with me....my english is few good now, Tian Sing Nenia song to me ..IN GERMANY (WONDERFUL) and i singed(?) Not dead but dying (i'm few good) ;^)> .....Tian had help me more and more....and in my days in home or work...i take me thinking in english,,,this is scare me but a scare of surprise and happyness....very cool. Maybe, i'm walking in the alright road!!!! hunmmmmmm. and voice of Tian.....is recorded in my mind......so lovely.. thats all today :<* | | Friday, December 30th, 2005 | | 8:49 am |
SPECIAL DREAMS TODAY
yesterday i had a good day talking with Tian....ever lovely...she sent new photos to me...indeed i love this ;^) I need write about this now...or i will forget all details.... SEA: newly i saw me in the violent SEA...BIG WAVES trying hit me....but i scaped....and in another dream....person of my work went bit and kick and punch me.....but...in the little momente....i wake in the dream and think with myself(""OH! WHY all this?? i don't have cause to fell hate or angry!!! i don't want fight or feel bad things"")and one million birds started to SING.....and the happyness beggin grow in me....and i see my mother...but i knew...she is not my mother...and i used an old latin conjuration...and i can see bubbles growing in the skin of the stranger creature (suposted mother)... so she running in my direction and i said to her ("if you come...i will destruct you !!!"") and she gone...but others members of my family come too...but them no are my family....and i want try to scape in the window....but the window never broken to me....and i look to my hands and wish and saw...blue lights outing....and i say.wow..this is good...and wake up. Current Mood: calm | | Thursday, December 29th, 2005 | | 3:19 pm |
Oh god
I'm ever forgeting of make a update my livejournal...so , i had a good christimas with my friends...many drink and food :^)> and .i RECEIVED THIS WEEK!!! the Tea wich the Father and mother of Tian sent to Me...so delicious...Thankyou Thankyou Thankyou 1000 times i thankyou Tian....and i had a bad dream today...many skin want cath me to kick and punch me....and yesterday a sent the new letter to my love.URGH.....is THIS ... |
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